August 27th, 2004

(no subject)

Don't think I ever know
If I ever really want it
Could be why I'm never sure
If I ever really got it
And I guess it's maybe easier
Not to think too much about it...

A house a car a family and friends
Yeah all it means to justify the ends
But sometimes... I wonder...
In the back of my mind
Sometimes... I wonder...
If I'm wasting all my time
Sometimes... I wonder...
If I'm putting off my real life...

What I could've done,
Where I could've been
When I should've gone,
Why I should've seen
Who I would've loved,
How I would've dreamed
And if it's always always too late...

I don't think I ever know
That I ever really need it
Could be why I'm never sure
That I ever really feel it
And I think it's maybe easier
To guess I really mean it...

A house! A car! A family and friends!
Yeah all it means to justify the ends
But sometimes... I wonder...

A girl! A smile! A holiday and sex!
Yeah all it takes
To make sense of the rest
But sometimes... I wonder...
In the back of my mind
Sometimes... I wonder...
If I'm killing all my time
Sometimes... I wonder...
If I'm giving up my real life...

What I could've done,
Where I could've been
When I should've gone,
Why I should've seen
Who I would've loved,
How I would've dreamed
And if it's always, always too late...

And every day that I let slide
Is one day more I never try
To break the world
To make my fate
And with every day that I let go
It's one day less I ever know
If it's always
Always too late...
  • Current Mood
    hopeful hopeful

(no subject)

You've left me now
And it's seasoned my soul
And with every step you take
I watch another part of you go

I continue to build a wall
You were so strong
I fell to my knees
And I don't think I can handle this at all

One more night
I'd like to lie and hold you
Yes and to feel
To make you smile,
I'd like to be there for you
Have you forgotten me?

And the days go by
Doing nothing about them
How much time
Will I have to spend?

My mind won't rest and I don't sleep
Not even in my dreams

If you ever did believe for my sake
If you ever did believe

And the days go by
Doing nothing about them
How much time
Will I have to spend?

Ooo baby don't leave me
I'm down on my knees...
Begging you please...
Baby don't leave me....
Did you ever believe?
  • Current Music
    Stevie Nicks, "If You Ever Did Believe"